LOVE, FAITH, TRUST, and a little bit of pixie dust

my emotions getting the better of me

my mind wandering aimlessly

wanting the alignment of divinity in me to manifest quickly

to fulfill my purpose to aid others to be free

this is my call, my future, my destiny

It must come to past, that which began in me must be complete

Cycles can't continue to repeat

What's missing from my chain? What's the missing link?

Could it be he?....I don't think so...there was so much pain,pride and ego there we could barely see

That's what caused the destruction of we

But what about me?

This is about cutting the head off this goliath that has been plaguing me persistently

Speaking out vile obscenities since the birth of me

Speaking out against God the Creator.... who is this "uncircumcised" philistine

who dare defiles the name of this beautiful black queen?

Queen. Created in the image and likeness of the Almighty

made just a little lower than THE Divine ONE to reign with he in peace

LOVE was the answer can it be found in this beast to love even me

Who me?

Yes me..

Who's at the gate of this prison who holds the key?

Speak PEACE

Here goes the inner adolescence trying again to get the best of me....

When will we be free?

Not from the pain and suffering of life but from this

catastrophe of the ego that causes these roller-coaster schemes

The root to bitterness is me

ME, me, me....emotions run so high that it drops me down to the lowest vibrations..

to the least of these

RISE! Shake off those snakes and demons that are in me but not me

I ask when will I be free is to forsake the parts you wouldn't dare for others to see

LISTEN to me!

The things that are apart of you but they're not you learn to live above them lest they tear you apart

Just BE

How many years have I been saying that? Maybe three!

Its time for it to be...

Time is not the bottom line don't get left behind

Its a gift, take it, its free

To truly live in the land of the living you can't live life anxiously

learn to trust in We

Father, Son [s], Holy Spirit manifested in we, 3.

Blessed be the Holy Trinity

Holy Spirit fill me because the reality I've been living out isn't me

Can't you see the mind has been warped in he but its you, she who can help me

It's what I need.. your love

Again speak peace

I gotta believe

I do believe

Help my unbelief!

Show me the things that no longer serve me

To embrace all things prepared for me since the beginning of eternity

No more manipulation mentally or emotionally by people

who say they love me

Show me how to and who to be

To be showered gracefully in the endowment of love endlessly...

Show me how to give it in this game of life

Reveal the beauty in the beast....

Get you before you get me

Bullying

This is the way of the world it does not have to be reality

They say only the strong survive...

Mentally, emotionally, physically..

Those who love unselfishly will live in the land of living

there is no law against the law of love

its the only thing that's binding...where is he?

Don't take pity on me

Strength to make it through this is what I need

Loving is hard...its the real strength I seek

What is this word that we throw around so loosely

Em-pathetically we've become apathetic, how pathetic, what a travesty

Teaching the dead to rise will not come easily

Seek and you will find the treasure that you seek

To end this lamentation, i'll be brief

Everything is made beautiful in it's timing

Trust and See